Every girl's smile is a fake; their smiles are hidden with a frown underneath it all

the smile in which you see on me,
may never come back,
unless you mean the world to me,
but the smile i have for you,
will not be a smile,
it will be other emotions,
emotions of hate, despair, greed
are all i see in you,
the person you once knew,
will never come back,
she is now leaving with the passing wind,
only wishing to fulfill her desires
desires of hate, despair, greed,
her kindness no longer exists,
things you never knew about her
will pour out,
until you see how much you hate her,
she will make you suffer,
suffer til you can't breathe,
she will make you look like a fool,
make you hate her
so much as she hates you.

Okay, well i was thinking about doing a contest. There is no money involved but instead, there will be a book from this list ><

-Reviewing Biology with Sample Examinations by Carl M. Raab
-A History of the United States from Colonies to Country by Joy Hakim
-101 Ways to do better in School
-Microsoft Office 97 for Windows for Dummies
-Super Sensational Science Fair Projects by Michael A Dispezio
-Course III Integrated Mathematics 3rd edition
-Math Power 1
-Math Power 2
-Harbrace Mathematics
-Integrated Mathematics 2nd Edition (course I)
-Integrated Mathematics 2nd Edition (course II)
-A History of the United States to 1877
-A World View
-Holt Social Studies: Our History
-Holt Social Studies: Communities
-A History of the United States from 1877
-Integrated Mathematics (course I)
-Physics: The Physical Setting 2003 Edition
-Written on OUr Hearts: The Old Testament stories of God's Love
-The American Nation by Boyer
-The Action Hero's Handbook by David and Joe Borgenicht
-A Boy's Guide to Life
-1982-1983 Almanac
-Thorndike.Barnhort Junior Dictionary
-Using Windows 98
-Experience Jesus Today: Understanding the Gospel
-Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban by JK Rowling
-The Pearl by John Steinbeck
-Gilgamesh: A Verse Narrative by Herbert Mason
-Night by Elie Wiesel
-Just so Stories by Kipling
-The Fire Pony by Philbrick
-Mountain Born by Elizabeth Yates
-Riding Freedom by Ryan/Selznick
-Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone
-Brief Review in Global History and Geography 2001
-Emily Bronte by Robert Barnard
-Charlotte Bronte by Jane SEllars
-AP Statistics: multiple choice and free response questions in preparation for the AP statistics exam
-Initial D 1-19, 19
-Ai Yori Aoishi 1,2, 5-10
-Is 1
-Mar 1
-Kekkashi 1
-Tokyo Sneak 2005
-Sneak Peak Spring 2004 volume 2
-President Dad 3, 4
-Seika Trilogy 1, 2, 3
-Dears 2
-Shirahime Syo
-From Far Away 1, 2

There are no prices on the books right now. But if anyone is interested in buying them, you could do that too >< But yeah....the contest is very simple, I will zoom into a picture on deviantart that i have asked permission to or is mine, and you are to guess which picture it is. In doing so, each picture has a point value.

There are two ways i might do this
-give values for each book
-put one book as the prize for each contest
I'm not sure yet. But yeah. it can be determined SOMEHOW

I NEED TO BORROW PEOPLE'S GALLERIES SO THE CONTEST IS NOT JUST MINE. SO FAR, GALLERIES THAT WILL BE IN THIS CONTEST::

If anyone can, can you please lend me ur gallery.....i can only mention your name in the journal, the picture however, i cannot really specify in the description

anyone interested in participating? (if you submit ur gallery in for me, you can still participate, you will not know the answer, you just have to guess)::


But yeah...whose interested?

THE CONTEST WOULD LOOK SORT OF LIKE THIS::

PRIZE: (ITEM PICTURE HERE...MAYBE SMALL DESCRIPTION...NAME)

PARTICIPANTS:: (ICONS OF PARTICIPANTS AND NUMBER OF POINTS, IF THEY
WANTED PARTICULAR PRIZE)

DEVIATIONS IN THE CONTEST: (LINKS TO EACH DEVIATION ...
IN FRONT WILL BE TITLE BY AUTHOR)

(DATE)'S PICTURE : (WITH LINK TO THE ZOOM IN) # OF POINTS
(DATE)'S PICTURE : (WITH LINK TO ZOOM IN) # OF POINTS
.....CONTINUE.............

WELL YEAH.....ANYONE INTERESTED IN PARTICIPATING OR BUYING?

note:
this may be the last thing i do on my DA account before making a new one.
New Account: Update art
this account: fav people


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addicting game sites
[link] riddles
[link] art thingy

I have a math midterm on the 30th
blach this stinks yo! hopefully i do okay on it

test results
-calculus hon b test 1 - 80
-chemistry section c test 1 - 50
-english midterm - P-
-calculus hon b test 2 - 66
-chemistry section c test 2 - 57
-calculus hon b test 3 - 46
-english final -
-calculus hon b final -
-chemistry section final -

-semester long project = build a supermarket to meet the standards of the area. make it efficient and useful as well
--cost estimates
--project planners
--electrical/plumbing/lighting/heating n cooling
--powerpoints
--labreports
Currently up to milestone 3 ><

along with that i have to
-chemskillbuilder
-math assignments 26, 27
-outline math textbooks for my hubby ><
-prepare to move out of the house

more pics to upload from::
on camera too many random things
100 theme contest

Other updates
-Animes i'm watching
--Tokimeki Memorial
--Kanon
--The Gargoyle of Yoshinagas
--Pumpkin Scissors
--Bleach
--Naruto
-Korean dramas i'm watching
--Save the last dance for me
-things im reading
--10 ways to write better essays
--the inferno
--aesop's fable

check out for stuff i'm selling if you wish to buy

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Things to do over the course of the year
Read books
-the inferno
-aesop's fable
-The immortals 2
-The immortals 3
-The immortals 4
-drawing from the right side of the brain
-tales of the greek heroes
-the things on the doorstep
-dreamcatcher
-halo: the flood
-the supernaturals
-the winged seed
-artemis fowl
-billiards
-photography
-perspective
-Dragon temple saga (book one)
-dragon temple saga (book two)
-------^^books that belong to people^^-------------
-harry potter and the goblet of fire
-the hobbit
-the cobra event
-circle of magic
-sphinx
-mutation
-invasion
-locked in time
-reef of death
-the doom stone
-flowers for algeron
-the locker
-skeleton crew
-black beauty
-the aenied of virgil
------------^^books i really want to read^^-------------------------
-the effects of gamme rays man in the moon marigolds
-a man for all seasons
-mark twain
-the illiad
-julius caesar
-the pancatantra
-cecilia
-enthane frome
-heart of darkness and other tales
-the heir of redclyfee
-the law and the lady
-robin hood
-lady's maid
-the oedipus cycle
-gulliver's travels
-12 american crime stories
-modern women's stories
-miss miles
-richard III
-victoria ghost stories
-detective stories
-mad monktem and other stories
-an outcast of the islands
-the ear, the eye and th arm
-12 american detective stories
-the oxford book of american short stories
-1001 arabian nights
-american detective
-the oxford book of english short stories
-oxford book of american stories
-the quiet crisis and the next generation
-technology in action (txtbk)
-microeconomics (txtbk)
-the humanity reader (txtbk)
-literature (txtbk)
-death and afterlife
-animal reproduction (txtbk)
-animal science (txtbk)
------^^books that are just there that i need to finish reading^^--------
-garden pools and fountains
-waterfalls, pools and streams
-landscape with ornamental grasses
-garden pools: fountains and waterfalls
------^^research books^^------------
-naruto manga
-bleach manga
-fruits basket manga
-hot gimmick manga
-sensual phase manga
-dragon voice manga
-deathnote manga
-maihime manga
-rokutousei supika manga
-ichigo 100% manga
-------^mangas---------------------------
-make 1000 cranes *believe i'm in the 600s ish*
-buy art equipment
-buy more summer clothes
-write more poems
-write manga scripts
-write play on something
-learn how to make certain liquorish drinks
-know n memorize all types of wine and when its best
-learn a magic trick
-learn how to bake (cake, cookies, teramisu, fondu, etc)
-architecture drawing book
-other DVDS (FMA, red v blue, anaconda)
-read all the encyclopedia
-design glass
-complete 100 theme challenge (photo)
-complete 100 theme challenge (drawing)
-complete all my labs for my intro to engineering and design course
-complete all my labs for my general chemistry for engineers course
-pass my classes with a C or higher
--intro to engineering and design
--general chemistry for engineers
--calculus honors
--writing and humanities
--freshmen seminar (required to pass)
--------------^randomness-----------------------------------

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Completed::
-EG lab 1-5
-Milestone 1
-chemskillbuilder Assignment 1
-chemskillbuilder Assignment 2
-chemistry lab 1-5

posted up a heckalot of stuff in my scraps!! lol if anyone is interested in viewing them click here: [link]

easy link to my gallery: [link]

Possible Contest
[link]

Dedication page to my watchers:
[link]

Sign my internet Yearbook:
[link]

my bday and graduation wishlist:
[link]

Things to do from 9/06 to 6/07:
[link]

Updates
[link]

Taggy thingy
[link]

5 things artist hate:
[link]

A great place for art:
[link]

Quality of Life Forums links you to nearly everything i have/use and such
[link]

Quotes Pagesfrom previous journal entries
[link] [link] [link] [link] [link] [link]

GO DEV WATCH AND SPREAD THE WORD AROUND OF THEM PLEASE!


wanting to fav some extra stuff but i cant find it on da =< sniff sniff! actually searched most of these up to go and find them but i couldnt find them....sooo yeah! i'm here for a wanted ad >.< lol if you're willing to do it, please comment here, or if you post up the deviation, add my name somewhere in the title or note me with the finished product! i really want these pictures! long long request file >.<

this is also for those people who do not know what to draw, they can get either inspiration or make something at the same time >.<

Wanted::

1. picture of ouran high school host club (seperate characters)
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2. picture of sakura and syaoran from cardcaptors sakura (with cool costumes)
[link]

3. picture of [link]

4. picture of these lil fellows >.< [link] they're names are mokona!!!! kawaii-desu!!!!

5. picture of a mage looking really cool in an outfit with a wand/staff along with a cool magic circle while he's reading a book to cast a spell

6. a korean character (dressed in their formal wear)

7. a chinese character (dressed in their formal wear)

8. a japanese character (dressed in their formal wear)

9. medical student with a needle in their hand (looking scary)

10. any type of character (from any nation) with their formal wear on standing in front of their country (the background being the country which they are from and labelled)

11. armed forces in their uniforms with something of their armory in the background (such as armed forces with gun and tank; air force with a plane overhead; marines with the boat behind them; etc)

12. correct volleyball player picture >.<
a. with volleyball
b. bumping the ball
c. setting the ball
d. serving the ball
e. spiking the ball

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